“The essence of trauma is that it overwhelms the brain’s ability to cope with reality. Trauma is not just an event that took place sometime in the past; it is also the imprint left by that experience on mind, brain, and body.” (Bessel van der Kolk in: The body keeps the score).
Traumas, experiences from your early life, you store and carry with you in your body. In my work I investigate the human body as a carrier of previous experiences, in an attempt to give meaning to my own story. By visualizing what I cannot put into words, I process my past and show my inner self in all its facets.
I damage my photos of female nudes in uncomfortable positions in deserted places to a greater or lesser extent, and then restore them in a certain way, whereby the ‘scars’ remain visible. By doing so I take back my own narrative and in a certain sense rewrite it.